as in recent things happen which makes me so in "despress" mood..
our heart is like a key lock..
you need to find th correct key to open up th lock..
even if sometimes you found th key to fit in,
but th key may not be able to open it.
that's what i feel right now..
i found th key, but th key don't open up my heart.
guess it's just an one-sided love? isn't it?
is there a point or an effort even if i try hard?
trying to forget, it seems like hundred of knifes stabbing in..
there is only blue, green, grey in my heart.
coldness, jealousy?, loneliness..
i could never forget it. it's hard. really.
tears roll down frequently..
i know i worth nothing, i'm just a rubbish,
throw away also no one will want.
let's just continue..

th unspoken love tells..

i'm back again. maybe that's a routine for me to blog every sat.
recently quite down.tell me what you're thinking now?
there's like thousands of words in my mind, but i don't know how to express it.
maybe that's the end.i really want to know. speechless.
k, whatever it is. got to tell you what had happen during my weekdays hols!

-22nd DEC :

went and made tangyuan for dad. in the early morn!
can you see i'm so good? early wakeup just to make tangyuan cause it's his birthday.
but, i was rotting the whole day. watching teevee. as you can see, COM IS NOT WORKING!
pissed by brother for irritating me whole day! get out of my life! >:(
and, was meeting up jj soon on wed. at least not so bad, rot whole weekday!

-24th DEC :

there's like a bad news while i was sms-ing. here comes "three" outing msg.
and there goes all is on fri?! got to make it for all.
caught THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL with J.
was a nice movie, and i hear jokes beside me. HAHA!
we chatted all long way, never stop. i think that's the first time we've talk so much.
k, then headed h.lane for a short walk as there's nothing to do.
and back to tamp to meet another friend. JS. it's a triplets! COOL indeed.
headed to tamp safra for pool, and i win J.! can't believe it. i went in 2 balls when i said it will.
they give that stunned face. and i'm continues to strike all the solid. that's counted luck? i doubt so?
almost 12.40am, HOMED.

-25th DEC :

i rested at home due to my leg CMI, CRAMPS! walk too much.
and it's CHRISTMAS! and i'm like at home? HAHA!
btw, HAPPY BELATED MERRYCHRISTMAS! (:

-26th DEC :

9.15am i'm wokeup! so early right?! surprised?
that's because i need to wrap all my prent and i need to meet three groups of people on the same day!
it's the most tiring day i've ever had. then around 11.30am , took 89 straight down to ehub to meet 2E4gang first.
but ended up, they was 40mins late. nvm. so i went to find lyn's group of people at escape to pass her present.
then went back ehub to find 2E4 gang again. decided to play at nebo, then catch BEDTIME STORY.
i got to complaint that the nebo service there is the worst! AMK hub is like thousands better!
the guys there are not goodlooking to me. and they DAO me first! HOW CAN THEY BE SO RUDE!
and BEDTIME STORY is nice and funny. then i rushed to meet J. as i'm real late!
J. was scratched by me!; SORRY! a sincere one k!
followed by C. i loves her T! after that meet up with others. as so, they're late too!
so, we decided to have dinner at pizzahut at last as seoul garden is not affordable for us.{JOKES around}
after that, they decided to go tamp safra for pool. [ my expression : again? ]
and we WALKED! [my expression : not again? ): ]
then J. went and booked the per hour pool table.here goes, they sabo me!
nvm, i'm used to it.then others went off, left Jing.and me, J.
arnd 12.30am , HOMED! nice outing anyway.

blog again next sat? i doubt?
cheers my darls!
P.S : waiting.

Yours Sincerely, JY.

my comp has suffered from trojan.
SAD la! ): nvm, i'm gonna cry!
and i think i'm gonna close this blog and let it ROT!
CLOSING SOON! (:
by he way, went and watched twilight alr.
it's a nice movie. (: the most nicest movie i have watched.
so, go and watch it! (:
this week, happened alot of things..
don't hope to say here.. yuhs..
and i'm gonna celebrate christmas?! O.o
not sure. my birthy.. i also don't know how should i celeb it.
hope it's a memorable one.. (:
going off! [:
ciaos!

Yours Sincerely, JY

8 more days to my dad's birthy! (:
i think tmr or tues is the date that the N'level results are release
good luck to all! (: haha :D ,
i re-cut my hair ytd, and it's like shorter! ): nvm.
and tmr, outing! haha :D FUN! (:
cause i've been stuck at home,
because of this idiot FLU! grr! nvm.
got to go, ciaos!

Yours Sincerely, JY